These past few weeks have been an interesting ride for me.
In short my mother was diagnosed with liver cancer.
In a few weeks she may not be here according to the reports.
I’ve prayed, cried, sighed, stared in space, fasted, talked, pinched myself to embrace this new reality.
Today, I came to the conclusion, all I have now is time…
So why waste my days in pain and fear?
What will be, will be and God still will be glorified in all of our lives.
I asked God to bring her PEACE… she needs it; she’s suffered all the days of my life and before I even came on the scene.
Thus, how He chooses will best answer the cry of my heart because it’s in Him that I trust, rely and depend on.
My next season will be spent IN VALUING the treasure of Time and not wasting yet one more moment.
Once it’s expended then we can never recover it…
TIME, IS ON MY SIDE… TODAY…….
TOMORROW…. well………I’LL CONNECT THERE THEN….